hopeless.

I feel so worthless, she is trying so hard to keep me happy and make me smile. I love it, someone caring but I am just so lost.. I cant even write what I am feeling. All I know is we went from disliking each other and this awkward situation when we had to be in the same place, to being in the same place, same car same everything; holding hands, kissing and being this cute thing. And I can't help but put my guard up because I don't know where this came from. We werent friends, we werent anything. BUhhhhhhhhh Fuck my life. I am so confused.