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Wednesday, December 14, 2011

I am sorry, I abandoned my blog for months.

I havent been on here in forever, and that makes me sad. I hate that i have been so busy with school and my new job and getting ready for two weeks vacation, my laptop is broken and well yeah everything has just been building up and well as soon as winter break starts, there are a few things that i hand wrote that i cannot wait to have expressed on here. This is my blog and i have been a terrible blogger. I need to start getting back to blogging almost every day. So much has happened and i feel like its all just built up inside me and i need to get it all out on here.

But anyway, this blog used to be sad and depressing and expressing every emotion that i felt and i am still going to do that but my tone is going to be a little different, more of a postive outlook I guess you could say. I am changing every single day and I cant wait to let the world see that I am growing up and everything is going to be okay in the end. I can survive and I will. I will live my life and I will be stronger than ever before in every single situation I have to handle. And when everyone would understand if i just broke down and cried, gave up just once, I wont, i will keep going, I will go on stronger than anyone else. I will be the best me that I can be and no one, i mean no one will ever make that stop. I am nikki and I am the best damn me that i can be.

No one can hurt me anymore because I now know what I stand for and who I am, so now no one can take that from me. I will lead myself into greatness. I will be something greater than anyone ever thought I could be.

This is the start of a new beginning. This is the start of something new. This is my view from brand new eyes.


I think that every week, I am going to post at least two writtings that come from my experience in the week, my feelings, my life and than at least one post with a question/random topic as the title and my answer as the blog. I will pick a random question/topic, either from the news, or something I feel strongly about, pretty much anything. I am trying to write in different forms and just continue to get better in my writing. I have a year and a half left of high school and I want English or Writing as my major. I have a new goal in life and well I wont but it all on this post, but get ready for something completely new.

Live, love, laugh.
Live your life your way and to the fullest.
Love yourself before you try to love someone else, but always have an open mind to others.
Laugh at yourself, Laugh at things you find funny, Just laugh, its healthy.

Friday, December 9, 2011

I dont think you understand i would still do almost anything for you.