I cant help but feel every thing, every little thing, the simple things that people dont think will have any effect have the biggest effect. I see the beauty in the world that others dont. I feel things ten times the way other people feel.
And right now, I am feeling this never ending reminder of failure, every where I turn someone asks how SCTI is or I see the school while driving or the students that attended there and here walk the halls in the uniform that i once wore so well, and I want to scream so loud, I want to snap on everyone who asks about my progress in the program. I just want to scream I FAILED, I COULD NOT DO IT. I WASNT GOOD ENOUGH. LEAVE ME ALONE!
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