A Fairy, A Princess and the girl that will always have my heart.

A fairy, a princess... a girl that took my heart on a roller coaster, we had some fun.. A years worth but it felt like I knew her for a lifetime. We had adventures that honestly not one person would ever understand, not in this lifetime, not in the next. We had such open minded for fantasy and tail tale wonderlands. We made a land for just us two, one that we both could escape to. A world where when it was just the two of us, nothing else mattered, no one else was alive. It was us, just this girl and I fighting monsters, protecting our love and hiding behind lamppost on main street. It was wonderful, it was amazing, it was lovely, it was true. The love we had was built into this world, the love we had went deep into our hearts, our souls, and our minds. We built this world filled with love and pure joy, pure outrageous ridiculousness. The laughs we shared, well there were plenty, more times than i can count did I catch a glimpse of her beautiful smile, and when i heard that laugh, damn that laugh; it literally brought flowers to life. This fairy, this princess, this girl was created out of pure sole happiness, and utterly to much energy; I couldnt always keep up with her but it was okay because being able to sit back and watch her run (like a completely fool may i say but oh how cute) around and giggle and hid behind the silliest of things was the greatest joy in life. I wanted to than just always be able to take all of her in and to understand everything that she is but she always got away. She always, we always slipped back into reality the real world with other girls, with friends whose opinions were always to loud. We let it all go, the world that we built, we let it go, fall just out of reach. But than after another year, a year with no contact, a year with hate filled words and pleas to break up her happy life. And now, a fairy, a princess... A girl that stole my heart walked, well wondered back into my life and now the adventures they started up again, the getting lost in a world of our own is back, and i couldnt enjoy it anymore. She makes me so happy, she makes me smile with a text because I think of all the memories, all the times that we will have. I love her with all my heart and she is so important to me but once again, reality and our fantasy world just doesn't collide together. Once again, I hate timing.. it's always wrong every time, I just ugh. I want to scream because well things in that land of ours is so good and so pure. I just want to steal her away and live in nothing but the world we created together. Ugh, words work when I want to talk about her but not with anything else. This girl is so amazing and I just wow. Anywho thats so enough for now, I need a cigarette and some tea.     

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Fairy running princess, how the fuck do you do this to me? How do you make me fall for you every single time I see you? It's been over a year and yet seeing you and you being here with me just fucks me up.
I don't completely understand it. We tried so hard to be together and it didn't work. I always thought that sometimes people fall in love but they aren't meant to be together. I just don't get how after all this time I can feel the same way about you as I did than. Buh. Princess how do you do this too me.